i wonder why

i wonder why.

for the past few days,i have this feeling that i am being unconditionally sensitive.i am starting to bring up stuffs that makes me feel as if i am just a ‘sms’ away for some person to loosen up their boredom by having a little chat eventhough i am so damn busy,for some person to release their hatred and anger to someone whom i hardly know,and even for some person to express their sadness towards their ‘repeatingly’ break-ups with their so called loved ones which i dont give a shit.but still,as a friend i am still aware that i have these responsibilities towards the ones in need.

however,in the end,as the malay proverb says,‘habis madu sepah dibuang’.i felt used.fuck.

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probably it is just because of the finals.